Crime and Punishment This confusion became more and more intense. As he went down the stairs, he even stopped short, two or three times, as though suddenly struck by some thought. When he
was in the street he cried out, "Oh, God, how loathsome it all is! and
can I, can I possibly. . . . No, it's nonsense
The Gambler
and for no reason whatever, plunged loudly and gratuitously into the general conversation. Above
everything I wanted to pick a quarrel with the Frenchman; and,
with that end in view I turned to the General, and exclaimed in
an overbearing sort of way--indeed, I think that I actually
interrupted him--that that summer it had been almost impossible
for a Russian to dine anywhere at tables d'hote.
The Brothers Karamazov
For the present I will only say that this "landowner" - for so we used to call him, although he hardly spent a day of his life on his own estate - was a strange type, yet one pretty frequently to be met with, a type abject and vicious and at the same time senseless. But he was one of those senseless persons who are very well capable of looking after their worldly affairs, and, apparently, after nothing else.
The Dream Of a Ridiculous Man
I am a ridiculous person. Now they call me a madman. That would be a promotion if it were not that I remain as
ridiculous in their eyes as before. But now I do not resent it,
they are all dear to me now
A Raw Youth
I cannot resist sitting down to write the history of the first steps in my career, though I might very well abstain from doing so. . . .
I know one thing for certain: I shall never again sit down to write my autobiography even if I live to be a hundred. One must be too disgustingly in love with self to be able without shame to
write about oneself. I can only excuse myself on the ground that I am not writing with the same object with which other people write, that is, to win the praise of my readers. It has suddenly occurred to me to write out word for word all that has happened to me during this last year
The Possessed
I will say at once that Stepan Trofimovitch had always filled a particular role among us, that of the progressive patriot, so
to say, and he was passionately fond of playing the part -- so much so that I really believe he could not have existed without it.
The Idiot
Some of the passengers by this particular train were returning from abroad; but the third-class carriages were the best filled,
chiefly with insignificant persons of various occupations and degrees, picked up at the different stations nearer town. All of them seemed weary, and most of them had sleepy eyes and a shivering expression, while their complexions generally appeared to have taken on the colour of the fog outside.
Bobok
A strange requirement. I did not resent it, I am a timid man; but here they have actually made me out mad. An artist painted my portrait as it happened: "After all, you are a literary man," he said. I submitted, he exhibited it. I read: "Go and look at that morbid face suggesting insanity."
Best Russian Short Stories
The other day I saw a wedding... But no! I would rather tell you about a Christmas tree. The wedding was superb. I liked it immensely. But the other incident was still finer. I don't know why it is that the sight of the wedding reminded me of the Christmas tree. This is the way it happened:
The Peasant Marey
It was the second day of Easter Week. The air was warm, the sky was blue, the sun was high, warm, and bright, but there was only gloom in my heart. I was wandering behind the prison barracks, examining and counting off the pales in the sturdy prison stockade
The Grand Inquisitor
we have all heard of miracles being wrought ever since the 'age of miracles' passed away to return no more. We had, and still have, our saints credited with performing the most miraculous cures; and, if we can believe their biographers, there have been those among them who have been personally visited by the Queen of Heaven.
The Crocodile
As Ivan Matveitch had already in his
pocket his ticket for a tour abroad (not so much for the sake of his health as for the improvement of his mind), and was consequently free from his official duties and had nothing whatever to do that morning, he offered no objection to his wife's irresistible fancy, but was positively aflame with curiosity himself.
The Double
He yawned, stretched, and at last opened his eyes completely. For two minutes, however, he lay in his bed without moving, as though he were not yet quite certain whether he were awake or still asleep, whether all that was going on around him were real and actual, or the continuation of his confused dreams.
Poor Folk Then suddenly, for some reason or another, I raised my eyes--and felt my very heart leap within me! For you had understood what I wanted, you had understood what my heart was craving for. Yes, I perceived that a corner of the curtain in your window had been looped up and fastened to the cornice as I had suggested should be done; and it seemed to me that your dear face was glimmering at the window
Notes From The Underground
I am a sick man.... I am a spiteful man. I am an unattractive man. I believe my liver is diseased. However, I know nothing at all about my disease, and do not know for certain what ails me. I don't consult a doctor for it, and never have, though I have a respect for medicine and doctors. Besides, I am extremely superstitious, sufficiently so to respect medicine, anyway (I am well-educated enough not to be superstitious, but I am superstitious).
A Gentle Spirit A Fantastic Story
Oh, while she is still here, it is still all right; I go up and look at her every minute; but tomorrow they will take her
away - and how shall I be left alone?
The Insulted and Injured
I am not a mystic. I scarcely believe in presentiments and divinings, yet I have, as probably most people have, had some
rather inexplicable experiences in my life.
Tears of Joy
Has God moved me up to have a glimps
Out the window of this life
Every day I find myself in new tears
Tears of joy, there is no sadness
I saw men bowing in a movie
They were bending down in honour
Of the Great Buddha, a jade statue before them
I said to myself, I cound not do that.
But then the answer came
That joy that travels in my eyes
I could bow in front of Buddha
Tears rained at the thought of
This great manifestation of the One.
I could bow down in front of the Son, Jesus
I could bow down in front of the Friend, Muhammad
Tears have told me the longing of my heart
To be of service, please God give me joy.
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